Daydreaming.

I've always been a big daydreamer. Sometimes daydreaming has negative connotations, but I read in my official humanities textbook that daydreaming means you're a creative person and definitely is not a waste of time. So now I can daydream all I want without even feeling guilty. However, since I've been in college I haven't found myself daydreaming all that much. It's like my life is finally exciting enough in the present that I don't have to think about the future all the time.

Anyway, I spent my Saturday decorating and cleaning my apartment, doing laundry, and grocery shopping. I even cooked a delicious meal for the Trin. This may sound like the least exciting day ever but I actually kind of loved it. I love living on my own. I feel so independent and responsible and actually feel like I'm becoming prepared to be a decent wife (Mom, if you're reading this don't have a heart attack I'm hypothetically speaking, I promise). I definitely felt like a little housewife doing housework and running errands yesterday, but not in a bad way. Sorry this is probably making no sense to anyone else but basically it was one of those moments where you get a little glimpse into the future and you know things are going to work out. I love the stage of life I am in and am not wishing it away by any means, but I'm very excited for the day in the far future when I'm spending my Saturday doing housework with my husband in our quaint house complete with shutters, a wrap around porch, white picket fence, and spacious green yard. Not that I'm daydreaming or anything.

 

She is clothed in strength and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future. Proverbs 31:25